Monday, February 28, 2011

Just to Add to my I hate February Post.....

Well to end the month I still have not O'd and my blog is all messed up.  The wonderful background that I have enjoyed is no longer displaying and I can't seem to find one I like right now.  So right now I have it set on one of the default ones just until I find another one that I like.  UGH.  I am so glad that tomorrow is March.  I pray that it is a better month.......NO I am going to just say it .......MARCH IS GOING TO BE A BETTER MONTH!!!!!

Wednesday, February 23, 2011

OMG......I hate February!!!!!

This month has just totally sucked!!!  AND I am ready for it to be over!   My cycle has been crazy....tried to make me think that I ovulated on cd 10.....yeah right like I would ever O that early.  IF I did it would have totally messed up my next cycle which is going to be a medicated cycle with my new RE and I am excited about that.  My DH was supposed to have a s/a done and since we live kind of far from the clinic he was supposed to do it in the office but he couldn't.  He tried but it just didn't happen.  I felt bad for him and he felt really bad but it really sucked that we wasted the time and nothing......It also sucked that I thought that we were going to get that part over with and again nothing.  Had to reschedule for friday and he is going to TRY to do it at home and TRY and make it to the clinic within the 45 min timelimit....OMG!!!   AAAHHH!!!  I just want to get through this month and get the s/a done....hopefully get good results and just be able to move onto the next cycle.   OH and on top of everything else....my Damn dog ate my bbt thermometer today....OMG I just wanted to scream....oh yeah I think that I did.  Why would he go after my bbt he has never bothered it before and it has been in the same place the whole time....UGH dumb dog!!  LOL.    I just want to be through all this and be moving on....I feel like I am stuck in the holding pattern waiting to land and I  am starting to feel claustrophobic.    It seems like I am always waiting on something.....waiting for my life to begin.....well I am going to be 35 this year....times up ....I am tired of waiting.....It's got to be my turn now!!!   COME ON MARCH!!!  I just know your going to be better. 

Tuesday, February 8, 2011

Where has the time gone??

Well....I am not even sure where to start.   First of all I can't believe that it is Feb 8th and I haven't posted since the beginning of the year.......oopps!!!

Well I am still not preg so resolution #1 still not completed but I do have an appointment to see the RE next week on the 16th.  I am very excited to get back on medicated cycles and to finally get preg....I just have to keep the faith that this is going to happen soon.  Not only that I went over to my preg friends house for the superbowl and found out that another friend is preg also.  WOW!!   She has 3 kids and wasn't even trying and she informed us all that she is actually about 12weeks preg and due 1 month after my other friend......thanks thanks I love feeling like I am being left behind.  How fun for you 2 to be preg together and then have babies together while I wait on the sidelines .....oh and neither of you were trying or expecting this to happen but my DH and I have been trying for 2 and a half F'ING years!!!!!    OK sorry end rant!!!

Well resolution #2 has actually been going good.  Tomorrow will be 30days since I officially started eating healthier and exercising and I have lost 10lbs.  I have been doing the south beach diet and it has been going good.  I also started the 30day shred and that has been kicking my ass.  However, this last week we have been eating out and then superbowl and now AF has showed up so I haven't been doing as good.  I have still been trying to stick to my plan but exercising has gone by the way side.  And of course since AF is here I am feeling like total crap so I am definately not exercising but as soon as AF is gone I am back at the exercise but I have been eating good. 

I also had a 31day cycle and O'd on my own last month and I really think that had to do with the diet and exercise....So I definately want to keep that up.  At this point I have O'd 6 months in a row and still no bfp.  I know that the RE will want to have my DH get a S/A and he knows that is coming.  Honestly I am a little worried about it......I really pray that there is nothing wrong there but I am scared but it is something that we just need to know for sure.  My DH has 3 kids but the youngest is 18 and so much could have changed since then or anything could have happened.   So I have already warned him that I am scheduling his S/A at my RE appt probably for the very next week.   

I think that is all for now but I am going to update once I go to see the RE and we find out what direction we are going to go in.